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[31 Jul 2005|01:48pm] |
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NOTE TO SELF:
i miss you terribly...
this is what we call a tragedy.
( i miss them )
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[09 Jul 2005|04:03pm] |
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im coming home thursday only to leave in another two weeks to go to New York and when i i get back from New York my parents leave to go on vacation so i will have the house to myself. wooo
looks like i might have an interesting end of summer.
xo
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[04 Jul 2005|12:19am] |
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I think I am, Therfore I am. I think.
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[03 Jul 2005|11:33pm] |
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Ive been here exactly a week today and i havnt been bored yet. There always something to keep me busy. We spent the first week of my visit here staying up late and having to wake up too early to go to our sewing classes and then going straight to work at my aunts office, which wasnt so bad considering we got $15 and hour. normally we would get to work at like 2 and and work for like 2 hours and be done for the day. we went and saw bewitched one day and it wasnt that great..only the beginning of the end was good...my aunt left sat. so while my uncle went and played golf we went and spent 5 hours at the mall..it was a lot of walking.. then today we went and saw madagascar while the rest of the family played golf again. after watching the movie we spent the next 3 hours in the bookstore where i read a whole drama/play which was pointless for me to pay for since i finished it while i was there but oh well.. i tried to start my ap summer reading but the books are too boring so i will probably end up cramming it all in at the end of the summer.. oh yeh and im gong to new york at the beginning of august!! the end.
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| lets make like a fetus and get outta this bitch. |
[24 Jun 2005|11:13pm] |
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which is precisely what i will be doing. sort of...ill be out of chesapeake for a month, at least thats one thing to look forward to. im going to miss mande and miranda though! and it kinda sucks that there is no beach close to DC :( but i get to see my cousin who i only see like once a year and we are taking fucking sewing lessons..be jealous hahaha
but ANYWAYS... i hope you all miss me terribly :) and im off to finish packing...well actually i havnt started yet and i have to wake up mad early to go catch a train. ladjsflakjdfs
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| i had every intention of going to the beach today... |
[14 Jun 2005|11:48pm] |
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but when we stopped to get sunscreen at foodlion me and mande decided we wanted to drink too so we attempted to get some alcohol and some old cross-eyed fuck caught us. he told the manager who asked us all these questions and we both gave her bullshit stories of how we didnt know how to contact our parents. another lady went outside and told kenny to leave bc they were calling the police. manager tells us if we dont give her a way to contact our parents shes calling the police. i wasnt about to have her call my dad so i gave her my aunts number who came and got us and the worst thing that happened was we got banned from some shitty foodlion. my aunt went from upset to laughing and joking about it and gave us advice on how they got alcohol back in the day. and somehow after all that neither one of our parents know that we werent even in school half the day much less that we got caught shoplifting... i must say we are fucking lucky.
all that shit for some nasty fucking mad dog.
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[12 Jun 2005|10:19pm] |
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we got yearbooks friday and they are ugly. i had to get a new one because someone dropped mine and i walked into the lunchroom and candace was signing it and when she handed it to me the whole inside fell out and i was left with a monstrosity of pages covered in oblivious smiling faces staring back at me. alex helped me pick it all up and get a new one but now blake isnt the first one to have signed my yearbook anymore!
went to the beach saturday for 5 hours and me and mande got a little intoxicated and went swimming in the ocean..naked..in the middle of the day, it feels good..you should try it sometime... and now i have fucking 3rd degree sunburn..it feels like it at least. i could walk around naked and look like i have a white bathing suit on, minus a few physical features but nonetheless i hope this gives you a good visual. :)
so i think im going to be home pretty much the whole summer except from june 25th to july 15th when i will be in leesburg staying with my cousin!
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[08 Jun 2005|11:22pm] |
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LAST PERSON...
x. Slept in your bed: me
x. Saw you cry: hmmm. its been a while since and actual person saw me cry
x. Made you cry: stepmom
x. You shared a drink with: bree
x. You went to the movies with:mande miranda danielle lexy
x. You went to the mall with: mande miranda
x. Yelled at you: stepmom
x. Sent you an e-mail: uh..myspace
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: it was pretty much one sided, but yes
x. Been to California: yes
x. Been to Hawaii: nope
x. Been to Mexico: nope
x. Been to China: nope
x. Been to Canada: nope
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yeah
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: about once a month
x. Had an imaginary friend: who hasn't?!?
RANDOM TID-BITS...
x. Do you have a crush on someone:yep
x. What book are you reading now: pilgrim at tinker hill...AP english :\
x. Future son's name: no fucking clue
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal : i dont own a sstuffed animal
x. What's under your bed: a shoebox and a piece of wood
x. favorite sport to watch: hmm.
x. Siblings: 3 brothers 1 sister
x. Location: chesapeake
x. College plans: VCU
x. Pets: 2 dogs
x. Boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
EXTRA STUFF...
x. Do you do drugs: you could say that
x. Who are your best friends: miranda mande bethanne
x. What are you most scared of: losing someone else
x. What do you wear at night? not a whole lot...
x. Where do you want to get married: on the beach
x. Who do you really hate: eh. not too many people
x. Do you have a job: no
x. Do you like being around people: yes!
x. Are you for world peace: is it even possible
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes
x. Have you ever cried over someone of the opposite sex: umm yes.
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: not really
x. Want someone you don't have right now: yes
x. Are you lonely right now: no
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: put a smile on!
x. Do you want to get married: possibly
x. Do you want kids: sort of
FAVORITE...
x. Room in house:my room
x. Type(s) of music: good music
X. Band(s): woo.. too many.
x. Color: green
x. Month: june
x. Stone: hmm
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: no
x. Bought something: yes
x. Gotten sick:no
x. Sang: yea
x. Met someone new:no
x. Missed someone:yes
x. Hugged someone: yes
school is out in a week!!!!
dave concert is in 15 days!!!
going to stay with bethanne for a month in 17 days!!!!!!!! <3
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[07 Jun 2005|11:46pm] |
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i made tie dye shirts with mande and miranda today.
thats all that matters.
oh..and we are getting tattoos.
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[05 Jun 2005|10:14pm] |
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am i supposed to feel different because i dont..
this weekend was really good. it all started friday when melissa and ryan brought me a huge thing of balloons to school and miranda brought me and apple pie. then mand miranda danielle and lexy picked me up and blindfolded me and tried to trick me about what we were doing and had to drive all different ways bc i figured out where we were going at first but then they did a good job of confusing me. we went out to eat and their big surprises was going to the movies to see the lords os dogtown which was a great movie! then miranda took us back to danielles but she couldnt stay so we me mande danielle and lexy just hung out then saturday everyone started calling me at 9 starting with my dad who woke me up! mandes mom came and got me and mande and we went shopping and i spent all my birthday money and all the stores were giving me discounts bc it was my birthday. then miranda came and met up with us and we went out to eat at plaza aztecas where i got sung to again and got another free dessert. we went back to mandes and watched the boogeyman and had some NON-alcholic beverages. we ended the night laying out on mandes roof looking at the stars :)
oh yeh...my dad says im starting to look like a hippie..
peace love and happiness?
( pictures )
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[02 Jun 2005|05:57pm] |
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today was mole day for chemistry.
HAPPY MOLE DAY!
my su-mole wrestler. ahaha
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[01 Jun 2005|06:41pm] |
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miranda wrote a poem about me!
the number one hero in my life is my best friend
Her name is zoe ahd she'll be with me 'till the end
Basically we're the same person and I know no one understands
We have the same mind and soul just different legs and hands
ps. my birthday is in three days.
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[30 May 2005|09:39pm] |
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i kissed a lot of bottles this weekend, was introduced to a hookah, flipped a four wheeler, pissed off some snakes, saw darren drunk for the first time, almost saw darren get naked, lexy's mom caught us trying to steal a pizza, went to the zoo and saw lions and tigers and bear..oh my!, sang and danced with vanessa, finished my track season, met a lot of interesting characters, and slept.
me and buddy had to nap after our weekend!
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[22 May 2005|10:47pm] |
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i had an interesting weekend. it was quite enjoyable i must say although some things could have been a bit better.
im going to regionals for track which is pretty exciting but im ready for the season to be over.
i want warm weather to come and stay so i can swim in the ocean!
my birthday is in approximately 13 days
my stepmom returned home and hasnt said a word to me or even acknowledged that i exist.
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[18 May 2005|10:28pm] |
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i got into a fight with my stepmom today which consisted of me almost having a phone chucked at my head, cursing from both parties (me with a mouth full of chips), slamming doors and my stepmom speeding down the driveway to go to some unknown destination.
i dont know what i mean when i say i dont care. i dont care at that moment
but if it came down to it i would i suppose.
bottle up and explode
over and over,
keep the troublemaker below
put it away and check out for the day
and in for a round of overexposure
the thing mother nature provides to get up and go
bottle up and explode
seeing the starssurrounding you,
red white and blue
you look at him like you've never known him
but I know for a fact that you have
the last time you cried
who'd you think was inside
thinking that you were about to come over
but I'm tired now of waiting for you
you never show
bottle up and go
if you're gonna hide it's up to you
I'm coming through
bottle up and go
I can make it outside
I'll get though becoming you
becoming you
becoming you
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[08 May 2005|11:31pm] |
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i wish people would just come and and say how they feel,
and save everyone else the trouble of trying to guess.
life would be easier.
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[03 May 2005|12:33pm] |
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but i am sitting here staring at the glowing of this machine.
so today im laying in my room, on the floor, dead after track, listening to q and not u, reading "nothing feels good" by andy greenwald, when my brother walks in... hes standing in the doorway and just stares at me for a minute and then proceeds to tell me that i am going to go crazy because i like reading and i listen to "weird" music. thanks jess! you only tell me this everyday!!
anywho. so today like everyother day of my life, after the 4th time hitting the snooze on my alarm i reluctanly crawl out of bed, well actually my futon since i was too lazy to make my bed lastnigt and sit in front of my mirror to seriously think about waking up. so now its 720 and i have 30 minutes to get ready and im still in no rush. i take my time as my stepmom tells me that she isnt taking me to school so im screwed if i miss the bus....so im down to five minutes and finally get dressed and run down the stairs and out the door just as my bus turns the corner. what luck? i arrive at school, go to first block, have and assembly. go to second block, fall asleep, wake-up to frau yelling my german name trying to wake me up..if you dont know, its hard to wake up when you think your teacher is talking to someone else. it clicks that indeed she is saying my german name and i look up and she tells me i sleep to much in her class and i tell her i dont know what shes saying so i cant pay attentiong. shes tells me i should come in for extra help.... third block, chemistry, i pass a quiz! lunch sucks because i have no money and this fatty doesnt get to eat, its really quite tragic. nothing worth mentioning in fourth block. its now 343 and the bell is ringing to signal the end of the day but zoe norman still has another hour of learning! so its off the chemistry remediation where i get a chocolate bar because i know what im doing. yay. 445 and finally the school day is over except i still have track. i miss the first 3/4 of a hard day workout and while everyone is finishing up i am just starting my 5 400s and 5 300s. o the joy of running. my dad lets me drive home from practice which is rare...very rare actually. we get home, i wish i was going to copeland. i read instead. i shower. i wish i was going to copeland. i read some more. i wish i was going to copeland. i eat dinner. i wish i was at copeland. wish i was at copeland. i wish i was at copeland...thanks dad!
well. hope you enjoyed reading about my pointless day.
they wont all be like this. i promise.
note to self:
i miss you terribly.
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